Day 32

uhh... two days ago, i was going back home, after seeing one of the very few people whith whom i feel safe. she's a real sister of mine... but in the car, it felt like i was a few steps away from breaking out & ... cry. this was the second time i felt like this in a few years. you once told me that, " its not good that your unable to cry". anyways, i had press my mouth to stop it, guess i'm too much human yet... angel... i miss my angel